Growing up, i experienced a life that resulted in intense OCD - trying to control what little I could in my life.

All i wanted was to be “enough”. I wanted to belong. I wanted to like myself, and I wanted to look in the mirror and not cringe.

I thought, “If I just DO more…BE more…then maybe…just MAYBE…I’ll get to the point where I’ll be enough.”

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it didn’t happen.

I had no clue that I had the POWER TO CHANGE MY LIFE.

On the outside, I was tough. I was like, “I’ve GOT this! It’s just a ‘thing’!”

but on the inside…totally different story.

my inner voice said,

“you’ll never be enough. no matter what. you just don’t have it.”

I hit a wall when, as a single mom of 3, I was totally rejected by the most important people in my life.

You see, I was raised in an Uber-religious, cult-like setting. My self worth, self-esteem, and whole identity was tied to my religion.

When A door opened for me to better myself by attending college, obtaining a degree and finally being able to financially support my children,

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I was totally rejected by the religious box - the people who were my friends, my family, and my whole social network -

…because I was using my talents to better myself.

at first, the rejection hurt so bad I considered just throwing in the towel...and quitting it all.

but one day, surfing the web, I saw a woman painting.  

she was real and relational.

She looked…HAPPY. LIGHT. FREE. I couldn’t even remember what that looked or felt like. But I knew I wanted what she had.

So I joined her online creative ‘vision quest’ -

It was a gamble, really. How many times do those things ‘really’ work?

But I came to realize that when you change the way you look at things, the things you look at change. I emerged weeks later a completely different person!

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I learned to take back my inner power - and i’ve used it to create a life I didn’t have to take a vacation from!

Since then, I’ve created so much of the life I really want - not the one I ‘thought’ I had been handed.

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I teach women how to reconnect to HAPPINESS and FREEDOM using ART (yes, ART!), take back their power and stand in it - so they can open up the flow - and begin making life happen FOR them instead of TO them!

Listen - You’re here for a reason. Maybe you’ve seen me on Facebook, been to one of my painting workshops, or seen a YouTube video…and you’re thinking…”What’s this all about?”

You can feel it - down deep inside, stirring. You want to be…”ENOUGH”. You want to love yourself. You want to be confident, sure. You want to create a life you love. But…

you’re afraid…or you may not know how to even begin.

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The choice is yours.

the transformation of being ‘enough’ rewired and transformed my inner voice, but other things changed too…

  • I began to view food differently - lost 120 pounds and have kept it off

  • My art became a joyful part of my daily practice

  • My vibe changed from guilt, shame, and anxiety to happy, light, and free

    I can’t guarantee you’ll lose weight - or sell art - but I CAN guarantee that using the canvas as a portal is transformational. I was for me and I know it will be for you too!

Wanna learn how to be a LIFE artist and starting making life happen FOR you instead of TO you?

Click below to listen to my story on my first podcast episode - and subscribe to “My Happy Place” Podcast! Available on iTunes, Spotify, Google Podcasts and Anchor.fm



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working with me is bold, fun, and i bridge the gap between the left logical and right intuitive brain. It’s an all-immersive creative experience!

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Follow me for high vibe fun! I am overflowing with creative juju you’re gonna want to get in on!